Lost in thought, Katherine was unexpectedly
struck across her face. Startled by the gently meandering butterfly, she
followed the indigo flash of iridescence till she realised she was near a communal
kitchen as they were preparing midday meals. Men were scrubbing vegetables as women
were winnowing rice in bamboo trays, the chaff drifting away with the breeze. Katherine
saw a young girl pluck a beetle from the grain she was sieving and admired its
flight from her fingers. To quiet her worries, she decided to offer a hand.
As
she entered the space, Katherine passed a scribe briefly paused from her work to
squeeze the feet of her baby, burbling in a basket of cotton. She also passed a
toddler, digging a hole in the soil with a wooden spoon, and a young girl playfully
dragging her little brother by his feet as he feigned death.
Katherine
was lathering her palms with red ash leaves and water from a hanging gourd when
a little lady, with plaited hair so long that it brushed the ground, saw her. ‘Aha!
Kumusta ka na Katherine?’ beamed Sonya heartily.
‘Ito,
uh… buhay pa,’ blushed Katherine as she donned an apron and dried her hands.
Sonya,
an unassuming and tireless woman who had raised four children, laughed warmly at
Katherine’s reply, saying, ‘Ah, you are learning!’
The
toddler nearby had begun enthusiastically explaining something with roughly
formed words, to a man stopped to deliver food. Listening to the child with
mock astonishment was Mar, a tough and once misguided smuggler.
‘What’s
she saying?’ asked Katherine, as men behind Mar began appraising the fresh array
of dark leafy plants and tubers now being drawn from his hessian sack.
‘He’s
telling me about this fellow,’ stated Mar confidently as he pointed to a worm amid
burrowing beetles –then shrugged aside as if to say actually, I have no idea!
‘Katherine,’
grinned the youthful Kiara in greeting as she balanced a large terracotta
cooking pot, etched with a Song Dynasty dragon, on a much larger empty iron
paella pan.
‘Kiara,’
smiled Katherine as she imitated suspiciously inspecting the cooking pot for forbidden
items. Once an arcane archivist, Kiara’s permanent loans from the Alecsee
Library for the Greibarians had since made her a young outlaw. Sonya chuckled
as Kiara peeked over her eyeglasses with a quiet nod and continued her
business.
‘Hey!
Stop dragging your brother around like that!’ blustered the distant voice of A’tia
as a vagrant feline found the now empty cloth sack behind Mar lying on the
ground –it stretched at length and warily curled up to nap.
Katherine
sighed with amusement at the cat before Sonya explained, ‘Ah the rice we are
doing now, and some herbs we are preparing –rosemary, lavender, thyme and
tarragon…’
‘I
can do that,’ declared Katherine as she pulled a bramble basket of thyme sprigs
towards herself. Sonya nodded at Katherine before turning to praise Mar. ‘Thank
you Mar,’ sang Sonya as she squeezed him wholeheartedly. ‘Go rest now before
dinner.’
Mar
furtively admired Kiara as he happily departed empty handed, unwilling to
disturb the sleeping feline.
At
the fireplace outside the kitchen, Kiara placed the huge heavy pan and clay pot
on a trivet; hung another iron cooking pot on a crane, and swung it aside to
prepare the fire.
Around
her, Katherine could hear girls talking about people, and boys discussing an
event.
‘I
think it should have gone for longer.’
‘Yeah,
for how much time they spent organising it.’
‘Did
you notice that one serving near the end?’
‘What
was with them? They weren’t with it at all.’
‘So,
you know what happened with those two?’
‘It
was only a matter of time.’
‘That
friend!’
‘I
know right, but like did you hear…’
Katherine
focused on separating leaves from their stems, and determining their scent
amidst the aromas of other herbs mingling around her.
‘Are
you worried?’ asked Sonya as she walked around collecting things.
Katherine
realised she’d forgotten to retrieve something to place the separated leaves
in, so she started looking around.
‘Are
you worrying?’ repeated Sonya as she neared, offering Katherine a wood burl
bowl. ‘Katherine?’
They
were both suddenly distracted by the harsh sound of a child wilfully brandishing
a metal spoon against the cast iron pot hanging by the fireplace.
Kiara
was covering her ears as a flustered parent rushed over to apologetically carry
them away.
‘What
you worrying?’ pressed Sonya.
Katherine
realised Sonya was addressing her as she took the bowl in hand.
‘Me?
Nothing,’ assured Katherine to herself as she dropped her handful of leaves into
the bowl and lovingly admired its natural edges with her fingers. Momentarily,
she thought someone was watching her, but she glanced around to find everyone
occupied as Diana slept soundly on Mar’s empty sack –and was comforted.
Sonya
placed herself opposite Katherine on the folding wicker table, with her own
wooden cutting board carved with all chemical symbols. She garnered several more
bunches of different herbs from cloth sacks sitting on the ground by her feet,
and placed them upon the table. As she untied and scrutinized the contents of
some separate cloth bundles, Katherine recognised coriander and cumin seeds. ‘You
think we can make a difference?’ asked Sonya as she drew an olivewood mortar
and pestle from her backpack hanging off their table.
‘Would
we be here if I thought we couldn’t?’ replied Katherine in gentle earnest. ‘I
doubt great change will happen overnight, but it will happen,’ she deemed.
‘Lavender?’ questioned Katherine.
‘For
Sirona, probably a sleeping potion,’ guessed Sonya.
Katherine
nodded understandably as Sonya put them aside for the elementalist and healer.
Wood
was being added to the fireplace, and water was being poured into cooking pots
as Katherine pinched a head of lavender and closed her eyes to centre on the
aroma.
‘Jullee
seems it can happen overnight,’ remarked Sonya as she tweaked the amounts of seeds
being sprinkled into the mortar and added the separated leaves of thyme.
Katherine
smiled as she opened her eyes, but squinted in the suns glare. ‘We’ve needed
her ideas, her optimism. I guess in theory one could very well set a date,
plan, prepare, and make it all happen at the drop of a hat –but incremental
change is still change. Not everyone feels the way we do,’ trailed Katherine as
the charm of a birds warbling stole their attention. Two sharp beaked black and
white birds roved by, curiously scrutinising the humans occupied in their
makeshift shade.
Sonya
dare not say maybe they never will, but called out to the birds, ‘come
back in half an hour.’
Several
people now turned to regard the birds as they ambled, poking at things
concealed in their terrain.
‘Yes,
best we grow easy,’ agreed Sonya, catching her pestle as it rolled off the
table and adding, ‘like flowers through the rock.’ With a circular motion, she began
blending in the mortar.
Freja,
a curious teenager, approached them with cleaned vegetables to chop. As she
neared, Katherine politely shepherded her around a moth discreetly resting on a
shaded edge of the table, and also gave her a heads up about the web behind
them of an Orb weaving spider –lest she disturb it unwittingly.
Minding
the moth, Freja placed fare on the table and removed her knife from its scabbard
concealed within her floral tunic dress. She leaned around and wiped it on
Sonya’s clean apron, before setting about slicing some purple and gold roots
with the keen-edged blade.
Having
sorted the herbs, and lastly adding some sunflower seeds to the mortar, Sonya dusted
her hands on her own apron before asking young Freja of her family and health.
As
Sonya and Freja talked gaily, Katherine considered the smile lines in Sonya’s bright
complexion and the elaborately handstitched patterns in her clean apron. She
imagined Sonya as a girl of Freja’s age, clad in rags, scrambling around
sprawling mountains of rubbish where her shanty of corrugated metal and plastic
had been built. Katherine pictured young Sonya scavenging piles of medical and household
waste, digging through broken glass, used nappies and dead animals, for things
of the slightest value to sell for a pittance.
Sonya
had been an Amacite descendant called Little Pebble before she was brought to an
Ashen city. Valued by the colour of her eyes, she was forced into adoption by an
affluent Uetzcayotl family. Expected to serve and denied the tutelage she came
to want, Sonya ran away.
While
chopping, Sonya turned her head and cleared her throat with a stifled cough.
Katherine
imagined herself having to walk, amidst the smell of decay, through dark plumes
of thick smoke from the spot fires of spontaneously combusting trash.
As
Sonya’s cough deepened, Katherine now imagined Sonya as a young woman, inhaling
the fumes of various experimental liquid concoctions, in the stifling air of a
den within the bowels of a labyrinthine clothing factory.
Returning
her thoughts to the present, Katherine took a deep breath of the fresh aromatic
air around her as she shyly gauged the focus of other people within the kitchen
to their task.
There
was white powder in Sonya’s bowl now, and a faint sweetness in the air that reminded
Katherine of wild roses; such as grew on the mountain overlooking the Bay of
Turtles. She wondered of the state of it, only twenty-three days of
uninterrupted but sleepless travel away. Across the Eastern Paper Plains and
over the Great Dividing Range… but she knew her place was here for now, and
hoped that the reward for her efforts these long years would be that she return
to find a ghost city abandoned by the Ashen and overgrown, ready to be loved by
rising Sol’s.
Kiara
interrupted Katherine’s daydreaming. Kneeling at the readied fireplace as she tossed
aside her glasses and drew a steel blade from her utility belt, she called for
someone to throw her some flint.
~
Standing
under the keystone of its arch, Ant was using flint to light a fire within a
towering doorframe of obsidian blocks. He activated a nether portal for
returning to an earlier level of his game –an options menu appeared.
In
the backseat of the small white traveling pod, Alysia’s little brother Ant was wearing
a virtual reality head-mounted display fitted with headphones. His hands were resting
cupped upon his knees, fingertips moving almost imperceptibly as he pushed
processor keys set into his kneepads; his avatar scrambled through a barb wire
fence into a field of wheat to the sound of crickets on a hot, dry, summers day.
Grey
and Alysia could hear white noise as they travelled.
Alysia
was strapped into the front passenger seat, gazing through clear crystal windows
at the southern citimites. The faulty projection of a rainbow flickered in the
far distance. She noticed a shopping hub screen in the near distance playing a
dated action film, of military wielding nuclear weapons against contrived alien
threats.
‘We’re
slowing down,’ noted Aly absently about the speed of their pod.
‘Why?’
asked Ant without removing his VR-D.
In
the driver’s seat, Grey was unlocking the manual steering panel with an ID and a
password. ‘To avoid us contributing to some chaos ahead… side effect of our
self-regulating network,’ explained Grey as he then pulled his own steering
wheel out of his bag at Alysia’s feet, and fastened it to the dashboard –a timer
counted down to him gaining control. ‘I’d rather take the scenic route than
slam into traffic and arrive at the same time anyway.’
Intuitively,
Alysia activated the nav-map for Grey.
‘Our
time seems so limited,’ reflected Alysia.
‘But?’
pressed Grey.
Aly
shrugged as they passed deeper into a field of daisies –part of an expansive
holographic perfume advertisement stretched across the Mainway.
‘They
ever talked about the attention economy at your school?’ began Aly tentatively
as she regarded Ant, his eyes smoothly covered. ‘Like how companies compete for
your time by exploiting your natural desire for feedback, employing persuasive
techniques to hold your conscious attention for as long as possible? Attention
engineers are a dime a dozen nowadays.’
‘Works
for me; good game design keeps players playing,’ conceded Ant.
‘Hooked:
dopamine; driving desire,’ added Grey theatrically as he veered them off the Mainway
and down another road. He glanced the bag at Alysia’s feet.
‘Are
you hungry?’ asked Alysia.
‘Is
there enough for a snack?’
Alysia
sat up in the passenger seat, ‘Of course. Um, did you bring a knife?’
Cebuan’s
streets were fraught with more colourful characters than the composed Bunurong
sector they’d just exited. Steering manually down a lane now as it began to
wind left and right, Grey didn’t look away from the road this time as he said
sorry and shook his head.
‘Oh
don’t worry about it,’ smiled Alysia as she placed some grapes in his free hand.
She wondered at Grey, his equitable figure filling the rather small vessel they
were driving. Grapes… how’s a man that size
sustain himself on grapes? Shouldn’t he be eating lasagne or something? I
wonder what he eats at home… veggie quiche?
‘Thanks,’
said Grey, snapping Aly out of her stupefaction. ‘They’re good, can I have
more?’
‘Yeah,’
said Aly quickly, passing more and looking ahead as she searched her thoughts for
shareable content. ‘They call them short-term dopamine driven feedback loops,’
continued Aly.
‘Dope
loops,’ quipped Grey.
‘Some
people claim they can negatively affect how society works,’ said Aly glancing
Ant.
‘By
causing people to focus on the wrong things?’ suggested Grey knowingly.
‘Well,
in the past,’ began Aly as she leaned towards Ant, ‘combined with the fact that
people didn’t tend to cooperate or hold constructive discourse with one another
in certain social media spaces, that type of brain hacking, over time, caused
complex things to get less attention. Pockets of people were ill-advised and
unwise because they were spending their time on senseless things delivered in brief
bites, like fake news instead of erudite articles.’
‘No
chance of me missing the big things with you around,’ hushed Ant, blindly
waving his hand forward into the air as if to push her away.
Grey
nodded distantly. ‘Bites of misinformation for the simple-minded. ’
‘To
create the simple minded,’ corrected Aly as she avoided Ant and turned around
to watch where they were driving again. She regarded the scaleular patterns
made by the cubic dwellings high above and away from them. ‘Like how does one
obtain wisdom,’ she lamented, ‘when
wisdom has been reduced to knowledge, knowledge reduced to information, and
information reduced to data?’
Grey
turned a corner and they began zig zagging along a series of very short
streets. After a time he said tiredly, ‘because we’re less likely to see the whole
picture when our focus is kept short and narrow.’
They
soon entered a wide avenue lined with cherry trees, looming ahead in the far distance
was a raised bridge over a river. There were high domiciles to their left and
Citi views over low domiciles on their right.
‘So,’
urged Grey, drawing them back to an earlier conversation. ‘You reckon that
helped him get elected.’
‘Well
–save an aneurysm elaborating the rise of the mediocre man –not entirely.’
‘And
are you wondering how we’re going to stop people getting stuck in dope loops?’
‘No,’
conceded Aly. ‘They’re part of the game. Who are we to choose what others may
indulge in? Who are we to judge –moralists, dictators?’
‘But
judge a little we kinda have to, I mean what if your pleasure causes harm?
We’re not nihilists,’ prodded Grey.
‘We’re not,’ assured Alysia. ‘Don’t worry
I’m with you.’
Ant
raised his VR-D and brushed his wrist to scroll through his music history
folder, glowing against his right forearm. He stumbles upon an empty folder
labelled tropical mix. ‘What’s a
nil…list?’ asks Ant as he presses the pyramid play button.
‘Someone
with a will to nothing,’ replied Grey quickly.
‘Nice
time to join us,’ smiled Alysia. ‘You want this one?’ she entreated Grey as she
opened her palm device and began scrolling.
‘Someone
who thinks life is meaningless and pointless, I guess,’ continued Grey. ‘And
it’s a worry when existence is senseless and values are baseless because you’re
potentially left with someone who isn’t capable of seeing right from wrong.’
Alysia
looked surprised by Grey’s explanation for Ant.
‘Like
the opposite of a Gondorian?’ supposed Ant. ‘Who are those err, ah, other
arian’s?’
‘Krathorians?
No. That’s a clear adversarial moral
system they abide by,’ replied Grey. ‘The direct opposite of Gondor’s rules. To
a nihilist dark and light matter would be just exactly the same, no difference
–I am oversimplifying here. Then there’s the light side of the dark, and the
dark side to the light to grasp,’ elaborated Grey hesitantly.
On
her palm device, Aly showed Ant a retro-meme by #dprssDpsimist of a dolphin with the words life has no porpoise.
‘Are
you using Icasia?’ wheedled Grey. ‘You know Netech Security Agency had direct
access to Baltar servers for their Resource Integration, Synchronisation, and
Management planning tool,’ he added dryly.
‘PRISM?
Yeah, relax,’ Alysia wordlessly reached into her jacket and exposed a section
of headphone cord. Grey glanced it.
Amused,
Grey returned to conversing with Ant. ‘Anyway, Ant…a standard nihilist would be
a negative sceptic that reckons no opinion is right because everything is
subjective experience. Um, if everything is subjective and nothing is essentially
better than any other thing, it leaves room for you to deny the existence of
genuine truth and, consequently, things like genuine moral values.’
Ant
rubbed his brow as he contemplated. ‘So like I could…like do stuff, and…’
‘You
could do anything and argue it’s not really bad,’ rushed Aly. ‘For some people,
doing evil to achieve a goal isn’t really bad –but we know better now, that it
matters not only what we do but how we do it because everything has a way of
coming back around.’
‘But
what if I killed someone that’s really bad?’ asked Ant.
Aly
bit her nails tensely, mumbling, ‘like I said, you gotta understand how energy
works to get why violence begets violence.’
Their
t’pod stopped at a pedestrian crossing to wait for a family of four to pass,
right to left. The young sister pushed her older brother for pulling her hair,
and they were both scolded by their Father as their Mother, walking slower
behind them in heels, observed.
Grey
spoke up. ‘We have the rule of law to replace the code of vendetta and abate
anarchy; and it’s with good reason that judge, jury, and executioner are
disparate. That aside, a strong nihilist would insist you shouldn’t make judgements
or judge other people –well that’s not entirely true,’ stressed Grey. ‘We
exercise judgement based on our beliefs and values, the morality grown from our
social nature, grown from our right to speak freely when discussing how to
solve problems and make improvements. Good criticism helps us create and set standards that we can measure things
against. Standards, criteria, make clear the comparisons we’re making, and help
us figure where things fit…such as what works best, and what is good rather
than bad.’
Grey
allowed the vehicle to set off again as the roadway was now clear. Alysia
wondered what the Mother was saying as she overtook her partner and squabbling
children, before the family continued to walk together.
Removing
his hands from his knee pads, Ant felt some indentations in the seat cover like
square finger holes breaking the surface. He fidgeted with the little tabs of
material dismissively as he posited, ‘so nothing is essentially good or bad but
thinking makes it so? Doesn’t that negate your idea about things having meaning
or something?’
They
pass a graffitied wall; dotted with illustrations of innumerable antiquated
household objects and random fruit.
‘You
are the creator of meaning in your life Ant,’ sighed Aly. ‘And you’re born into
a world filled with things that already possess inherent meaning; like objects,
and non-material things, like actions, that already have some significance to
someone or all. Things that have become symbolic of ideas and notions, past and
present. Sometimes an apple signifies knowledge, sometimes it’s just an apple
–or is it? It’s a mined field.’
They
begin to pass by domiciles, their minimalist design unblemished by colour or
texture. ‘So, Ant, for you to exist in a pointless vacuum of meaninglessness,
you would have to reject all values and principles –whether they be profane, or
sacred and ethical. For example, a person who chooses not to embody moral
values could say something to get one thing, but do another thing to get yet another
thing.’
‘Like,
be a liar?’ declared Ant.
‘In
a nutshell,’ praised Grey.
‘Or
sociopath,’ admitted Alysia in a whisper as she shifted uncomfortably in her
seat. ‘Just another product of a commercial culture empty of essential values.’
‘A
careless, uninvested attitude, makes for someone without integrity,’ affirmed
Grey. ‘Someone erringly deceitful…and without trust things start to fall apart,
come undone, the fabric holding us together begins to unravel.’
‘Sociopath?’
pressed Ant, confronting Aly.
‘Someone
insensitive and willing to disregard or violate the rights of others,’
explained Grey hotly. Keeping one hand on the wheel, he took Aly’s hand in his
other, and she gazed out the window.
‘Like
a narcissist,’ murmured Aly but Ant heard.
‘What’s
that?’ he asked.
‘Oh
no, sorry let’s not go there,’ sighed Aly as they approached the bridgehead.
She glanced how fast they were moving because she wanted as much time as
possible to enjoy the view of the water below once they reached the deck. ‘Whatever
happened to the golden rule?’ she mused.
‘The
rule of gold,’ lamented Grey.
Grey
felt Ant’s silence and glanced his confused expression as he sat alone in the
backseat of the travel pod.
‘A
narcissist,’ said Grey after a moment’s reflection, ‘is another sort of person
that seeks admiration needfully, and tends to exploit or hurt others because
their self-centredness means they lack empathy and humility. I’m generalising,
they’re not all alike –there’s a scale too,’ he mused with dark humour. ‘But
don’t worry, worst case scenario, it’s pretty unlikely you bump into someone
that lacks empathy and remorse, is also manipulative, and even takes pleasure
in your suffering.’
‘Now
that’s a dark triad,’ said Aly firmly for Ant.
‘Unfortunately,
ego centric people tend to continually overlook their short-comings because
they’re so defensive,’ admitted Grey. ‘Very resistant to change…because their
ego is afraid of the unknown, and dying in some way, and therefore it’s always
trying to protect itself.’
‘What’s
an ego?’ asked Ant as they now traversed the multiuse bridge. It was a mixture
of truss arches and suspensions intermingling to hold purposed community areas,
attached above and below, into a stable floating construct.
‘Your
idea of self… your created identity - I,’ said Aly. ‘A sense of self is
necessary so you can protect and nurture yourself, and have a point from which
to observe your world. Problem is the self-centred egoic mind of content and
structure tends to over identify with things (my shirt, my shoes, my past) separating
itself from actual creation as it builds its own identity within not of it.
When you buy a T-shirt based on its psychological value because you think that
an identity will be magically appropriated to you by it…that’s your ego mind at
work.’
‘Anyways,
people defending an ego, like bad ass Narcy’s, ‘ll have a total conniption when
questioned or criticised,’ finished Grey. ‘And they’ll insist it’s everyone
else’s fault. You made me do it! They’ll cry like children when they lose
self-control. Anyway, what did we say earlier about criticism and standards?’
‘We
need them?’
As
Aly and Ant measured the artificial lake surrounding them, Grey eyed the road
ahead, ‘too right, across the board.’
‘Anyway,
speaking of bad eggs,’ said Aly
sounding slightly brittle, ‘can we really say it was the competitive,
self-interested, individualists of an egotistical culture being spoon fed
misinformation in their little bubbles…’
‘That
created such a shallow democracy?’ completed Grey.
‘Or
was it inhumane systems designed foremost to generate profit and not serve
living beings that successfully confined them into intellectual poverty and debt
serfdom in the first place? Them being too time-poor for seeking self-love and alternatives
from the machinations making them physically and mentally sick?’ accused
Alysia.
‘I
think people are self-interested but naturally want to help others,’ said Grey.
‘So if they’re successfully led to believe their choice will help themselves
and their kin…but it doesn’t…well, who can blame them?’
‘Led,’
contemplated Aly.
‘Bubbles?’
measured Ant.
‘Every
step you take, every move you make, is used to create your interface,’
explained Grey. ‘It recalls and pre-empts your future indulgences based on your
past; like how your next song choices are made for you.’
‘But
that’s great,’ cried Ant.
‘For
choosing music when you’re feeling lazy and optimistic, and you’re happy to go
with the flow… but what about your newsthreads? Remember, you are essentially
allowing someone else-’
‘An
AI,’ submitted Ant.
‘That’s
been programmed by humans,’ reminded Aly.
‘To
direct your thoughts. Someone, something,
else with their own agendas,’ continued Grey, ‘through those programs, can proffer
things, expose you to things in succession, based on their own standards of
artistic or monetary merit… or truthfulness.’
‘For
us to consume,’ said Aly. ‘Whether we like it or not.’
‘So
I use ad blocks and browser privacy extensions,’ shrugged Ant.
‘Does
nothing,’ confirmed Grey. ‘That won’t help you in the long term when using some
applications where, say, things are omitted from your feeds but are seen on
others, and vice-versa. Basically, the bigger issue is that you are led to
believe you are participating in a shared social field with a greater
collective but really you’re just operating in a space that’s tailored to you
alone…you’re in a bubble,’ finished Grey. ‘Not a world wide web but your own web.’
‘Divided
and conquered,’ whispered Aly.
‘And
while you’re in that bubble,’ commented Grey, ‘again, I know what you like, and
can pose things through that. I could easily make like your favourite band
supports my cause. Or make a person, in truth you’d loathe… seem more than
agreeable –even likeable.’
‘So,
in the past,’ began Aly, ‘through simple exposure, technology allowed time-poor
debt-serfs to support regressive, nationalist, and often religiously aligned people’s
parties.’
‘In
other words racist social degenerates pretending to be morally competent,’
interjected Grey. ‘Plain undisputed criminals.’
‘Usurping
the social status of God,’ nodded Aly, ‘for a time became as common a practice
as usurping the auric power of a wealthy businessman or famous woman.’
‘Auric?’
frowned Ant.
‘Your
aura is your presence, your energy field. Some people have it more than others
–the power to affect reality,’ drifted Aly.
Ant
could tell there was more to it, but allowed them to steer the conversation,
trying to keep up.
‘Once
upon a time Ant there was this idea of the pure people versus the corrupt
elite,’ pressed Aly. ‘In that context, a leader would present himself claiming
to care for the problems of the ordinary person over the stereotyped big
crooked rich elite person. So citizens would repeatedly vote for the strong
figurehead presented to them, a charismatic leader that spoke in the layman’s
language, like common folk. People were also easily influenced to vote in
reaction to a moral panic –usually contrived by that same figurehead.’
‘But
didn’t people realise they were just reacting out of fear?’
Aly
tilted her head. ‘Eventually. So now we know through media you can be
emotionally manipulated over time to identify yourself with certain others and
feel belonging, and you can equally be misinformed about what services are
being distributed to you and why.’
‘Next
thing you know,’ continued Grey, ‘civil society is repressed in the name of
confronting a supposed enemy, and the powers of governance are so concentrated
you have few political alternatives…maybe only two political sides to choose
from that really aren’t much different from one another at all.’
‘Political
spectacle is a sun that never sets,’ breathed Aly wearily as she let go of
Grey’s hand and retrieved her palm device.
Ant
fidgeted thoughtfully with the VR Device in his lap.
Sonya’s
avatar appeared on Aly’s Palm Device.
‘A
human baby learns by imitating and mimicking…’ mused Grey, ‘and that’s
basically what most of these social programs were doing in feeding peoples
interests back to themselves in the beginning –whatever they thought we wanted
to consume. And the steps to singular intelligence continued from there,’ said
Grey reflectively.
‘If
being a singular mind was a problem why not more than one AI work together
somehow, to like balance one another out or something?’ wondered Ant.
‘That’s
an interesting idea Ant,’ said Aly with surprise looking up from Sonya’s avatar
on her PD. ‘I guess we assumed one machine is powerful enough to do it all?’
‘Like
an oversized ego?’ asked Ant.
‘Ha…
yeah, I can picture this monstrous net that thinks it’s the be all and end all,
and will do anything to protect itself,’ imagined Alysia.
‘Yeah,
but imagine Rai and Banaroc talking to one another…programs running to chill
the other out,’ suggested Ant.
‘Or
gang up together against us,’ thought Aly with excited horror, as Greys mind
turned over.
‘Anyway,
speaking of feedback loops, political campaigns work the same way Ant, feeding
people what they want to hear…creating political truth aside of the truth,’
added Alysia as she read Sonya’s message: Are
you in the game right now?
Alysia
responded: No I’m with Grey n Ant headed to
Eva Championship Series gamer tournament –Ant’s into RPG/RTS.
‘And
we must uphold the truth,’ stressed Grey. ‘Falsehoods and misconceptions
prevail when people hold the view there is no absolute truth. The existence of
various truths, or versions of truth, doesn’t negate the fact there is a truth and
its many versions are fictions – wars of opinions are constructed by distortions
of the truth.’
‘So
I should always tell the truth?’ affirmed Ant.
'Yes, unless it will cause unnecessary suffering,’ ordered Aly. ‘We mustn’t forget kindness.'
'Yes, unless it will cause unnecessary suffering,’ ordered Aly. ‘We mustn’t forget kindness.'
Ant
nodded. ‘At least you can’t argue with proof,’ said Ant optimistically.
‘True…
mind you, all evidence can be manufactured they will say,’ warned Grey. ‘Big
problem in our immaterial digitised world.’
‘Now
today,’ said Aly as she turned in her seat to face Ant, ‘the advertising
experiences delivered to you have been personalised for you based on the data
obtained from one single source of truth.’ She motioned making open and
closed inverted commas with her fingers, and waited for Ant’s reaction.
‘But
I’m…’ Ant took a deep breath and began again. ‘If I choose…’ he faltered. ‘I
could fake…’
Alysia
gently smiled as Ant’s comprehension dawned. She now spoke in a curious tone, almost
whispering. ‘You are not what the Overman thinks
you are, you are not what the Overman
tells you you are. At any given
moment in time, you are only ever who you know
yourself to be.’
I’m... Ant?
Aly
patiently watched Ant, sitting thoughtfully.
I’m some 14 year old kid…born in
Netech. I live in the City of Cebuan… I wanna be roaming Banarock with Loralei right
now. And why’d we make so much stuff anyway? he wondered,
looking again to the landscape constructed around them, and suddenly feeling
rather small yet paradoxically greater through realising he was part of a
species that had created such a vast and complex scape.
‘Welcome
to the game,’ implied Grey as the bridge wend through a shopping metropolis, and
the distant view of the cityscape over the lake momentarily disappeared. The
lighted displays of boutique shops and palatial bars surrounded them like a
playground.
Aly
reached for Ant’s VR and turned it over in her hand, inspecting some old player
number stickers from Ant’s previous tournaments, before returning it to him.
‘First comes the test, then comes the knowing.’
Ant
remained very still as Aly turned back around in her seat, glanced Grey, and
went back to gazing out of the window. She contemplated the descent of their
ancestors into a junk culture through the cultural fraud of economic growth. A
time where the complex search for the divine was often replaced with a mundane
pursuit of the worldly. ‘Anyway, it’s a pity more people weren’t aware of how
they were being manipulated to their own detriment,’ she breathed.
‘And
the detriment of Others,’ added Grey.
As
they slowly emerged from the sprawling mass of shops and onto a feature length
of clear bridge-way, they could look down into the waters of the lake below.
Alysia saw scores of fish swimming beneath water lilies –part of a picturesque section
of farm incorporated into the urban landscape.
‘I
haven’t been here before,’ mused Alysia quietly to herself.
‘Me
neither,’ confessed Grey having overheard her. ‘It’s nice knowing you haven’t
seen it all really.’
‘And
strange knowing you never will,’ agreed Alysia.
As
they left Tributary Bridge and returned to a tree lined avenue, they suitably slowed
down to be diverted by some traffic control barriers set around workers loping
the sick branches from a diseased tree.
Contemplative
and conscious they were nearing the end of their trip Ant ventured a
contentious question. ‘Grey, how do you think Noriko really happened?’
‘Well…’
frowned Grey. ‘It boils down to clickbait I reckon….and digital systems with markedly
capitalist objectives. Imagine, once upon a time you have a channel created by
bots, watched by bots, and commented on by bots –a place where your interactions
take you on a contrived journey of algorithmic discovery. When algorithmic
interbreeding creates ads selling toenail fungus phone covers and an adult
diaper worn by an old man with a crutch cell phone cover case it’s weird maybe
even funny… but when the probabilistic outcomes of an AI’s algorithms figuring
human behaviour inevitably begin automating things tending towards extreme
violence and fear it gets less funny. Automated tee-shirts like Keep Calm and
Knife Her drew on more than just random words in the system, you know what I’m
saying? So at that point, intelligence isn’t programmed, it’s growing. Well
eventually branded content, like kids shows and news media from normally
trusted sources, gets delaminated too –taken out of its regular known context,
their usual places of production. Then this branded content continues to be
presented to you with slight alterations, which over time become increasingly
radical… so now you’ve basically industrialised the production of nightmares
for the sake of advertising. Without content controls, and thanks to some sad
individuals, Noriko just…went too far? Noriko wasn’t a proper representation of
human nature, it wasn’t totally a receptacle for rubbish…the conditions just
allowed more subversive stuff to flourish at the time.
And
by the way, I’m not trying to suggest advertising itself is evil somehow, but
the persuasive architecture that holds our attention is definitely of concern
–remember what we said about bubbles? You see…in trying to net customers, those
automated systems not only exploited violence in pursuit of profit (which could
be avoided) but relied on deep surveillance (unavoidable); your information was
routinely collected, collated, and sold to the highest bidding merchant.’
‘And
now?’ interrupted Ant.
‘We’re
valued and bought before we’re born,’ deviated Aly bluntly.
‘But
talk about having marketing down to a fine art though,’ steered Grey, ‘through such
surveillance, AI can detect the onset of mania in an individual in order to
sell them goods. The implications go well beyond businesses scamming a few
extra pillow cases outta someone shopping for therapy…like what we were talking
about before...what if someone can influence your decisions and shape your
behaviour, not just through gentle media influence, but direct and personalised
manipulation based on such personal information? You can be essentially
intentionally demobilised.’
‘Demobilised?’
repeated Ant.
‘Neutralised,’
said Grey. ‘Influenced against taking certain actions. For example, voting in a
democracy is a political action, such as voting this way or that…but if you’re
misinformed, fearful or apathetic…’
‘What’s
apathy?’
‘When
you don’t care, when you’re uninterested, indifferent,’ helped Alysia.
‘Apathetic people lack the motivation to do, complete or achieve things. Most
depressive people have it –could be emotional fatigue after severe anxiety, low
serotonin levels, a sad attitude built on ignorance…or entitlement.’
‘Anyway,
on top of deep surveillance,’ rounded Grey, ‘imagine trying to circumvent
censorship in a country with only one single channel responsible for the flow
of information regarding political, personal, and social affairs. Or a place
where acts of online libel are punishable by imprisonment. There were so many
problems we faced before multichannel platforms, better network segregation,
stricter and uncorrupted governmental involvement, policed privacy policies,
and designated system reboots. Fraud, hacking, malware, denial of service were
improbable risks in the first small controlled networks, and as our net once grew
into a behemoth of billions of users, trust consequently declined. Once upon a
time they wanted to build a worldwide wireless internet, instead of
decentralised, affordable, locally owned internet infrastructures such as we
still use today. Thankfully, politician’s interests change with their donors.’
‘A
few scandals aside,’ contributed Alysia, ‘net neutrality has mostly been
maintained for netizens by keeping it out of the hands of providers who could
abuse their ability to throttle or discriminate – as in secretly slow traffic,
or choose what customers can and cannot access.’
Ant
sighed with relief, defeat, and concern. ‘Why are people always trying to take
advantage of others?’
‘In
pursuit of profit? Not always,’ eased Aly.
‘Don’t
worry Ant,’ assured Grey, ‘We’re all vulnerable to illusions, self-centredness,
and stupidity…but our curiosity and ability to have thoughts about our
thoughts, and most of all our sympathy for others, means we keep improving and
bettering ourselves and our home all the time. You just gotta keep doing what
is right over what is easy, at every opportunity.’
‘And
wise men seek more opportunities than they find,’ threw in Aly.
‘You’re
alright Ant, you’ve got a good grasp of the three N’s –nihilism, narcissism,
and the net – observe the golden rule and you’ll be fine. Let everything we’ve
said go, and stay focused on the next good choice or positive impact your about
to make today.’
Aly
smiled, leaned across and briefly pressed her forehead to Grey’s shoulder; he
kissed her head while focused on the tree-lined road ahead.
‘Are
you hungry?’ asked Grey as Aly pulled away.
‘Hmm,
a little. Here, you want some more,’ suggested Alysia as she drew a grape and
put it to his mouth. He bit her fingers with feigned aggression and she yelped
with amusement.
Ant
rolled his eyes and put his VR device back on.
‘You
need to spend less time like that Ant,’ scolded Aly warmly, tapping his VR as
he swiped her hand away, ‘and more time with friends, like for real.’
Alysia
received another message from Sonya: I
think someone’s hacked your avatar...
‘What!?’
moaned Alysia as she watched Sonya’s screen capture.
You’re looting the Central Bank with
Gandalf LMAO
‘Someone’s
hacked my avatar again,’ she whined in dismay.
SourJuan does not look happy YAASSSS!
‘But
that’s not me! All those experience points…all those hours,’ she bemoaned as
her character was attacked by law enforcement and exposed to termination. ‘What
a waste of my time!’
‘Unless
he survives,’ considered Grey as he steered them from the Avenue towards the
parkland surrounding Lasalle. ‘I could find a way to retrieve you later,’ he offered, switching off the Nap as the G came into view.
‘Pent
up on an island somewhere?’ thought Aly doubtfully as her Wanted Level hit
five-stars and her rogue avatar began taking down helicopters with a sniper
rifle.
Grey
parked their travelpod at a waitstand for the next group of people to use, and
disengaged his steering wheel. ‘Well…whoever they are,’ he said, ‘they were
smart enough to bodysnatch someone to do their dirty work for them… so who
knows, you could get away with this.’
Knowing
full well it was a relatively lawless landscape, where punishments were meted
out in the form of monetary fines, and fare evaders were processed on the
streets in kill or be killed standoffs such as this because there was no such
entertainment as a court of law in that game, Grey suggested hopelessly –‘plead
temporal insanity.’
Aly’s
dismay and Grey’s laughter as they climbed out of the tod, caused Ant to remove
his VR Device. Soon they were all paused, in the middle of a busy causeway outside the white dome shaped Gaming Convention Centre, huddled together around Aly’s little
screen and
taking great pleasure in her players plight.
~
Passing
trees in stark white surroundings, Finlee had heard the echoes of their hisses,
mews, growls and wails and diverted from his course in search of refuge.
Exhaustedly trudging through the snow, a glint of light from a nearby pond of
water catches his eye before the sun disappears behind heavy cloud and the snow
begins falling again. Pulling the hood of his thick, waxed, coat up over his
head, he tries to recall some known tree by the water, but cannot place this
pond –he struggles against the truth that he might be lost in this beautiful
but unsympathetic landscape.
Cursing
himself for being underprepared, Finlee squeezes his empty pockets. Finding only
a broken piece of graphite rod, he throws it into the snow with frustration.
After
a few steps, he thinks better of it and retrieves it sentimentally, but in the
process stumbles and sinks into a deep hole. Unharmed but discouraged, he lay
there for a while unmoving –snowflakes melting on his brow. Looking at the
branches of trees beside him, now poking out from under a stable blanket of
snow, an idea came to him. Struggling to his feet, boots deep, tired and
hungry, Finlee stops to consider the directionless white setting. Afraid to use
his voice, lest it attract dangerous attention, he drops to his knees and
begins to shape walls around himself. When he again hears a distant growl he
works faster, compacting and shaping the icy snow until he had built a wall
around and a ceiling overhead to make a small dome. Sheltered now from the
gently falling snow and growing wind outside, he poked a see-hole through a
wall with a stick. At first he thought to dig down into the earth in search of
warmth but found he was creating mud, so he broke some branches from nearby
trees and dragged them inside to make a mat. Soon the cold cocoon was comfortable
enough for him to rest while the weather passed and he regained some energy. After
idly etching the inner walls in the fading light, he completely blocked up the
way in and fell asleep, buried alive.
After
sighting the broken branches, they tracked the irregular depressions to a dome
–certain a human was inside.
Now
wearing wide plates bound to his feet like them, Finlee found himself walking
easily across the crystalline snow covered scenery. At the sight of their
number and weapons, he had wordlessly eaten their peace-food offerings and now nervously
followed them as they trekked in a line through the forest. The eight men and
two women, clad in fitting fur and leathers, carried Ashen weapons such as
Finlee had never seen before, though they ignored the birds and deer that
Finlee had assumed they were hunting.
After
a time, Finlee began to notice strange shapes in the snow, geometric
constructions scattered and broken in random places throughout the bush. When
he began to realise they were metal machinations he felt himself having entered
another’s dream and wondered at the sights to come.
Soon
they passed into a stand of trees smothered with plastic bags, bottles, and
other things Finlee didn’t recognise –their synthetic colours were lurid against
the shimmering white snow. The litter of foreign objects began to thicken into
piles of garbage as they neared the voices of children playing ahead.
Entering
an expanse patch of deforested land, forty or so children were playing and
running around in boots on the downtrodden snow between rows of raised soil
beds, neglected at its sides. The children instantly spotted Finlee was alien
and swarmed around him rapturously, beaming with fascination and shrieking delightedly
with feigned terror whenever they met his eyes –theirs amber, his teal.
Finlee
stumbled on something the children had been throwing around; he picked it up as
they laughed at him. The way he studied its acicular-shaped leaves, the budding
needles, also amused them –it was the first time he had held a pinecone. He
ceased dusting snow from it and discarded it when the adults noticed his
fascination.
Beyond
the tree line on the other side of the open field, Finlee saw smoke rising into
the now cloudless sky. As they passed across the field between the children
playing and neared the other edge of the field, he noticed snow covered tanks
and pipelines, some damaged and others completely broken.
They
soon passed back into the trees past a crumbling wall of massive clay jars
stacked upon one another. Some children placed found things inside them and
roughly broke the jars with sticks as they played –none of the group walking by
forbade them.
Following
a well-trodden trail to the edge of a cliff, Finlee sees a vast mountainous white
landscape stretching into the horizon out of sight.
Wending
along past some rotting timber and stone huts with curious folks now staring at
him as they passed, they approached a cavernous overhang in a cliff face beside
a short waterfall. In the bouldered watercourse beside them, Finlee regarded
the remnants of a broken and rotting water wheel. He wondered why they had not
cleared it as caught water was beginning to stagnate around it.
Soon
they were walking the length of a rocky cragged canyon, which cut back through
into a valley harbouring a village called Ambercrest.
Lined
with more rundown huts, the village pathways were glittering with shiny little
papers that Finlee would later learn were discarded empty packets for food and sweets,
cooking and cleaning fluids, powders, and toys. Soon he saw a place from which
many people were coming and going with red and yellow bags.
With
little discussion between the members of the group, in a language Finlee did
not understand, they led him past damaged huts to the largest house in the
village.
Removing
his boots on a polished timber floor, Finlee stepped onto a roughly knotted rug.
He could feel its unevenness through his thin, finely woven socks. Shaking off
his clumsily made wet coat, he exposes his layers of travel clothes. It was
clear he was an outsider, and the others regarded his neatly stitched patchwork
clothing and its brass buttons with fascination.
Looking
around the warm foyer, Finlee was struck by the abundance of furniture, the
array of indiscriminate statues and figurines of romanticised farmers, and plain
tapestries of simple glyphs hung on the walls around them.
In
an orderly line, they walked down a long corridor of closed doors to an immense
room at the back of the mansion where a huge fireplace was roaring. It was
there that Finlee met the elders, seated upon cushions on the floor before the
fire. In a great circle, they were enjoying a gambling game involving the throwing
of various coloured gemstones across a field of concentric circles drawn with
fine sand. Had they any foreknowledge, they would have agreed with Finlee that
the firelight upon the stray sands and stones on the dark timber floor gave the
impression of dawn upon a galaxy.
A
long dining table and many chairs were pushed against the walls out of the way,
and there were tall bookshelves filled with dusty ornaments and clothing,
people’s bags and belongings. Finlee noticed some children using the few books
he spotted as building blocks for a table and chairs as they negotiated for one
another’s toys. But his attention was captured by the chasing and repoussé of
an embossed copper plate glinting in the firelight –acorns and beetles
surrounding a thistle flower.
His
interest didn’t go unnoticed as the elders stopped their game; they fell silent
as they stood to face him. The ones who had brought him guarded him gently with
their weapons.
There
was an exchange of words in an unknown language and they argued briefly, as one
appeared pressured to speak for them. Diminished in stature, bedecked in
stones, the shrewd faced Uñak spoke to Finlee in the language dominated by the
Ashen. ‘Friend, you are many far from your home. Very close to the mountain. People
who go to the mountain of shadows never come back…why you so close to the
mountain?’ His eyes drilled into Finlee, ‘what you looking for?’
One
of their members regarding his clothes accused him in a whisper, ‘you are no Ashen.’
Everyone
in the room noticeably tensed, aiming their weapons at Finlee, who was reading
their expressions and hands as they surmised he was not Ashen. He quickly
shrunk to the ground with his hands in the air, ‘Ashen, Ashen,’ he implied.
Another
suggested, ‘mine worker?’
‘Mine?
Yes, mine,’ said Finlee.
‘You
are not allowed here,’ declared another darkly.
‘I’m
sorry! I’m looking for the way home…to my family. I’m lost. Help me, please,’
pleaded Finlee upon his knees. ‘I want my family.’
A
plump woman with a stock of carved gems upon her head relented. ‘Take him back
to the man,’ she ordered in her natural language, ‘and tell him not to come
back this way.’
A
brawny elderly man at her side, with a fierce scowl and wounded face warned them,
‘don’t harm this one. If you make that Armin come again you don’t bother coming
back.’
A
man and a woman escorted Finlee to the Eastern Eloxotzin Mine. It took them just
over six hours down the mountain with many social stops made along the way. By
the end of their mission, the Ambercrest couple suspected Finlee had not come
from this way, but hesitantly let him continue into the view of the supervisors
at the entrance.
The
snow was thinner here, the air warmer, but before Finlee could follow a different current he was caught at the gate.
Treated
as a dim gebar, Finlee was easily inducted into the mine as a labourer. He was
given a uniform, and a number was tattooed onto the skin of his heel. His
number was also etched onto a flat metal tag that was hung around his neck by a chain,
and at the end of each day, a clerk drilled his tag with a pinhole. The metal tags, holey and softened, were then rolled into cylindrical pins at the end of each month. He was fed
a ration of cornmeal four times a day and slept in one of many log cabins with
hundreds of other men and women who worked by day and night.
Finlee
learned that to collect payment for ones labour, one must attend an office in
the City of Asher a few days travel away. It quickly became apparent that he
should guard himself in his sleep, and he began having nightmares about people removing
his head as he carried his wealth by his neck.
Fin’s
time as a labourer was short-lived, as after only three long weeks a disaster
was to seal his favour and fate. When Finlee first warned an imperious foreman about
structural defects he perceived and suggested how to rectify them, he was duly ignored.
Conscious of the lives that would be lost, Finlee monitored the leaking crease
until it could hold no longer. Initiating the evacuation of a large mineshaft
one night, he saved many people’s lives. He went on to save more after
venturing into unlit sections searching for others left behind in the dark, until
he too was trapped by falling rocks.
Spurred on by gratitude and an increasing sense of allegiance to one another, the saved labourers persisted against the foremans orders and succeeded in retrieving Finlee alive.
Spurred on by gratitude and an increasing sense of allegiance to one another, the saved labourers persisted against the foremans orders and succeeded in retrieving Finlee alive.
Waking
in a log cabin many nights later, a nurse tending Finlee revealed workers were
whispering he had walked in the dark, finding buried people as if he could see.
Suddenly people were interested to know who he was and where he was from, but
no matter how they would go on to press him he could tell them nothing. ‘I
don’t know, I don’t remember,’ was all he could manage quite truthfully.
Having
foreseen the mineshafts collapse and saving so many lives, but more for proving
he could benefit productivity, word was flown to Asher and he was sent for.
~
‘Richard,
we need to release the chairmen. Use them to gather and influence the surviving
clans, to bring them in line with your Armin against the Ariod.’
‘I
cannot. Their memory has been expunged, overwritten, riding a loop of thoughts
that grows stronger with every passing year. He thinks he’s repairing his home;
she thinks she’s hanging laundry; and they think they’re playing a game against
one another –but really they’re all just holding me up. You see, I’m not entirely
cruel.’
Prue
ran her hand over the soft and smooth surface of a slowly withering map on the
desk, a hodgepodge of borders etched with different inks, dividing their
familiar land of three powers –the city-states of Asher, Reagan and Nahul- into
five regions of thirty-two unfamiliar territories. ‘Can you not just give them
back their memories?’
‘Recall all their stories?’
‘Improvise.’
As he stood opposite Prue at the table, Richard contemplated the effort it would take to plant, replant, or supplant utilisable histories and felt weary.
‘Well
they need something –they need an identity,’ insisted Prue. ‘Perhaps if, after
you’ve conditioned them, in returning them to their people…they will be more
effective…’
From
a hole in the floor darted a tiny bird, it sped through the room and out the
quake broken ceiling.
‘Bring
their people here,’ followed Richard, ‘I will take what I need from the commons,
and supplant what serves us in the chairmen.’ He walked over to a broken wall
and saw the lizard dragon Amon wearily navigating rubble in a room below.
‘Bring
me the new leaders, the oldest elders, the new keepers of memory we’re aware of
from the sects we’ve been keeping an eye on,’ resolved Richard.
Prue
recalled the repercussions of the hollowing of the Chieftains to make the
chairmen, it had happened just before she had been sent to Asher. ‘Even if we
could find the new leaders out now –I doubt they’ll come,’ stated Prue.
‘We’re
not sending them invitations,’ growled Richard impatiently.
‘Can
we not just tell them the truth…that they’re needed, and explain why?’
‘And
have everyone flown into uncontrollable panic that the Ariod have returned!?
No.'
‘But
if it is discovered that you have taken more of their people, some may side
with the Raken just to see you fall,’ cautioned Prue.
‘They
don’t know about the Raken.’
‘Word
will spread, it may have already.’
‘The
people will side with us against the Raken –look at the prosperity we provide,’
replied Richard confidently.
‘It’s
a risk,’ countered Prue. ‘If anyone sides with the Raken in opportunistic
strategy to save their own skins all agony will break loose.’
‘All
agony is set to break loose anyway with the Ariod lurking about,’ conceded
Richard openly perturbed. Breaking little stride, he continued. ‘Our wait for
word of Reagan’s Jona and Milo of Nahul must soon be over –I wonder if they
know what is developing,’ added Richard aside as he returned to the table. ‘Until
Freeman and Chaise reveal the Ariod’s main whereabouts, we will ready ourselves
for conflict en masse against the Raken.’
Richard
noted the time and travel worn edges where innumerable hands had touched the
map upon his table over the course of one man’s lifetime –his Fathers. Beware the draunken woman, his Father
had warned. Is it because the Draunken man follows? wondered Richard.
Prue touches the map. A drawn border smudges under her fingertips and she remembers charcoal rubbings –of glyphs a scout messenger had brought from an empty city
some months ago. The lines and shapes suddenly led her to recall the object in
the broken stone Jeremoth had presented in the Hall a short time earlier. She
remembered Mario had been present when sighting the crude charcoal rubbings, as
she had made a show of cursing the expense for returning with such a trivial
item. Prue quickly wondered if Mario might still recall the item.
Prue
composed herself and carefully began to roll the map around a wooden dowel,
etched with rows of scratches and dotted with seemingly random minerals. The soft
parchment still had short hairs attached, that of a black boar branded by the
Uetzcayotl family.
‘A
large scale offensive by the Raken,’ began Prue as she furled their world, ‘could
be brought to a halt by smaller united groups in coordinated battle. Despite
lacking the resources of our armies, isolated dissenters and Ashen rebels like
the Wallaja and Dharanyak are going to be more effective because they don’t
recognise our Cayot–Elox agreements and borders. They are always well-organised
throughout the areas between Asher and the western lesser cities, as much as
they are from here to Kyne in the east. Like the Raken, they are familiar to mountainous,
remote, and difficult to navigate territories, which will afford Lonigan to be
highly strategic in our advance.’
‘Provided
they cooperate with my Armin,’ grunted Richard.
‘They
will,’ began Prue as she properly bound the scroll inside a new sheet of waxed
cotton. ‘I suggest we play into their subjugated hope for acceptance as a real
and unified group of people operating outside the Ashen system, by offering
them not only legitimacy but territory. We will award them territorial points
for their every victory now, and you will have the next century to…diplomatically take those regions back
into your control.’
Richard
was engaged by Prue’s words as she held his Fathers map in her hands.
‘I
will not give this to Lonigan but have one of my scribes replicate it for him
immediately,’ stated Prue. ‘I will return this scroll to the vault in the Alecsee
Library personally, and while I am there seek Anastasia for records of
historical conflict with the Ariod.’
‘Very
well, and in the meantime I shall confirm with Lonigan we are to push west,’
directed Richard. ‘Those that fled the war, and all those damn Wa’forest people
will be climbing the walls to get in here if they have to lay eyes on the Raken
again. We will get them to side with us because they threaten the peace we have
created.’
‘So
we are to leave ourselves exposed to the northern threat?’
‘If
we can’t subdue the Raken we have no hope against the Ariod, and chances are
they are no more connected than we are. That said, if the greatest number of
men are concentrated in this region and the Ariod come, there will be no need
for any mind games to bind us, all men, together as one... and all in their
fear will turn to the leader most fearless.’
Prue
suddenly saw herself beholden unto Richard, posed as he had wont to become –her
skin prickled.
Richard
nodded at Prue.
At
once, she turned on her heel and left the boardroom.
Descending
a stairwell, Prue quietly sends a servant to rush ahead and fetch Mario
Guillermo, with the intent of meeting him en route to the Library.
~
From
the top of the fragile ladder the heavy book flies, as Anna drops the volume
into Cari’s hands –both were pleased its bindings held.
‘Warned
you,’ twinkled Anna as Cari gasped at the weight of it.
While
Anna checked the condition of neighbouring books on the high shelves before
replacing the cloth dust covers, Cari felt the thumb index notches in the books
side and opened it to a random page.
Nursing
the opened book like an infant, Cari inspected the slightly skewered print, the
dark ink of the type and a detailed etching; subtly raised on the surface of
the leafy paper.
The
etched illustration of a skinless creature, with limb sections of usual
proportions to one another but fingers elongated and beaded at the fingertip,
stares out at her with bizarrely large shiny eyes.
‘What
is that!?’ amuses Cari as she reads unfamiliar words from the text. ‘Litoria genimaculata. Ranidae, rana daemeli,’
recited Cari as if muttering magical incantations.
After
giggling silently to herself, Cari thumbs to another index and mutters, ‘platycerium hilli, and schizaeaoid ferns? Why don’t they just say water ferns?’
‘I
guess because there’s so many differnet ones,’ supposed Anna.
‘Different,’
corrected Cari in a whisper as she sat the book face down on a trolley.
Maybe
shrugged Anna after a moment as she began to descend the ladder.
A
glint of light caught Cari’s eye as she shifted the books dust jacket, and she
was intrigued to find something nestled securely flush inside its solid back
cover. There was an intaglio copper etching plate, perhaps left by the books
creator to allow others to replicate some of the images already printed inside.
As
she stepped off the ladder, Anna noticed Cari fascinating over the etching on
the copper plate.
‘I’ve
never seen these things before,’ admitted Cari.
‘I
have,’ admitted Anna hesitantly, wistfully. ‘In a newspaper once when I was a
little girl… but I’ve not seen them anywhere, in any paper, ever since.’
‘Do
they actually exist?’ questioned Cari with incredulity.
‘Of
course!’ grinned Anna. ‘But who knows where they’ve gone,’ she sighed.
‘You
think they’re extinct? suggested Cari.
‘No.
I imagine they’re still alive in pockets we’ve been unable to reach,’ admitted
Anna hopefully.
Cari
looked unconvinced.
‘It’s
a wide world Cari,’ assured Anna. ‘As it stands, the Ashen system serves only
one species, but there’s literally millions of Others out there, beyond the
edges of our known world, still evolving and adapting in the most beautiful,
bizarre and ingenious of ways. When the fear and greed at the heart of the
Ashen way leads to endemic implosion…hopefully enough of them will remain for
us to learn from.’
Anna
grasps the book trolley handle with both hands and nudges it forward. ‘Ink is
costly and controlled, who would foot the bill for talking about them and why
–who would it serve to save them?’
Contemplatively,
Cari slowly closes the book saying, ‘weird creatures…’
Anna
discreetly swigs a potion from a small vial in her pocket before she spots a
familiar figure hunched over some indices –she sighs through gritted teeth. ‘One
of Richards’s lackeys…tell him he’s in the wrong section.’
‘Miss
Anastasia?’
‘See
to it that weasel over there doesn’t hang about too long. We don’t need him
learning about anything else he could potentially use against us.’
‘I
thought you believed learning leads to en…,’ trailed Cari as Anna scowled.
Cari
shifted uncomfortably in the isle, as Anna pulled back the trolley and
contemplated another route across the level. ‘He could have been slaving in the
fields, but he married a rich widow who paid his way in life, and then he sat
around writing something that’s going to be used to oppress generations of people
like us to come.’
Cari
measured the searching figure at the end of the isle.
‘You
know he murdered his spouse right?’ added Anna bitterly as she steered the
trolley of books into another isle. ‘His mate Rinehart I mean, bludgeoned her
to death. Everybody knows it, but he never paid for it. I’m surprised he hasn’t
done that to his daughter yet –I can only imagine what kind of terror she lives
in.’
Anastasia
glanced the fright on Carrie’s face. ‘Oh don’t worry; his friend over there is
a coward. You’ll be safe here,’ assured Anastasia as she straightened a book
titled The Third Chimpanzee on the
shelf. ‘Go on, tell him this section is closed for cleaning and I’ll meet you
at the desk.’
He
heard them whispering loudly and looked over at them. Carrie hesitated to move.
‘Oh
I really don’t think I can Miss,’ quavered Cari apprehensively.
‘Oh
too late, here it comes,’ breathed Anna, turning her back to him as he closed
the index he was looking at and approached them with a note in hand.
‘I
need help,’ he asserted to a wide-eyed Cari.
‘Clearly,’
responded Anna, desiring nothing more than to walk away but simply unable to
leave Cari to her own devices.
Anastasia’s
expression was sweet as she turned to face him. He smiled at her loveliness.
‘Don’t
expect a free pass from me on the grounds of sensitivity… I reject your summons
to intolerance and war Sen Derte.’
‘Excuse
me?’ With flawless teeth, he smiled though his eyes did not.
‘Your
doctrines are in need of reform because there is warrant for intolerance and
avoidance embedded in your text,’ pressed Anna. ‘We should publicly confront,
debate, and ultimately reject the violent elements within your work –reforming
or disavowing the key beliefs used to justify acts of violence activated by all
sorts of vague offences.’
‘A
world without reckoning?’
‘Oh
there will be reckoning –through commitment to free speech, awareness, and the
truth. This is the better path to justice.’
Two
Armin appeared, led by a stout librarian. ‘Miss Anastasia! There she is,’ he huffed
out of breath.
‘What
are you doing in my library?’ growled Anastasia at the Armin. ‘Finally come to
burn the place down?’ she mumbled at Cari out of their earshot.
‘Miss,’
interrupted Cari, ‘if you could stop seeing red for just a moment…’
Anastasia
looked at Cari impatiently, what are you
trying to say?
Anna
took a deep breath and looked again at the Armin. She noticed a tan piece of thread
on one of their wrists, and gave them a moment to explain themselves.
‘Miss
Anastasia, we have business with you,’ stated one of them bluntly, regarding
Sen Derte distrustingly as they passed a sealed note to her. Anna recognised
the wax seal belonged to May Camelia
Delevar.
‘This
section is now closed for cleaning Sen Derte,’ said Anastasia caustically as
she abandoned the trolley and motioned for Cari to follow her straightaway.
As
they broke out of the isles into a foyer, Anna nodded at an Armin reclining and
smoking in an armchair by the entrance.
‘This
section is closed for the day,’ charged Anna loudly as she passed him by and extracted
some keys for the entrance to a locked stairwell.
In
the vault, several levels below the ground floor, Cari is reciting the codes of
items for Anna to locate. Using a unique lever, Anna is unbolting a complicated
metal-in-stone lock.
After
reading another long number, Cari pauses to wonder, ‘are you sure we will only
need one trolley? This seems to be a decent list.’
‘We
don’t know the size of the items yet, we’ll see how we go,’ insisted Anna as
she heaved on a heavy stone casket, and it rolled on metal bearings in grooves,
out of the wall.
Inside
were numerous timber boxes wrapped in felt. Anna checked their numbers, found
the pattern in which they had been packed and procured the ones Camelia was collecting
personally within the hour.
‘What’s
in them?’ asked Cari.
‘Mechanical
stuff,’ shrugged Anna as she gently pried the lid off one item to find a lone yoke
and magnet –Cari inspected it naively. ‘Harmless bits and pieces on their own,’
commented Anna as she put the boxes together on the trolley.
‘0,
1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13,’ read Cari. ‘21, 34, 55, 89, and 1. Then 44, 2 triple 3,
double 7, and 6.’
‘Are
you afraid to pronounce that sequence of numbers?’ smiled Anna.
Cari
looked around the cool stone vault without answering; the silence was piercing.
‘Don’t
be afraid, it was used at that time as a code,’ waved Anna dismissively as she
procured the last three boxes. ‘And giving form to something and naming it makes
it easier to wrestle with in your mind –kind of like giving shape to a number.
What does one thing look like, what
does no thing look like?’ asked Anna
rhetorically as she pushed the heavy casket back into the wall. ‘Don’t be
scared of signs and symbols –we give them meaning and influence and we can just
as easily take that away,’ she assured as she tightened the lock with the
lever.
‘I’m
sorry for threatening to leave you on the spot with Derte too,’ apologised Anna
as they began making their way to an empty passageway. ‘I just can’t be around
him. I feel he’s somewhat responsible for a lot of the suffering that’s been magnified
by these fanatics, these self-righteous fools whose beliefs blind them from
truly perceiving anything beyond their selves… including themselves.’
‘You
think his story had that much effect?’ thought Cari as she carefully organised
the boxes on the trolley so as they would not fall off.
Anna
seemed to hold her breath a moment, stonewalling herself.
Cari
did not notice Anna purse her lips as they set the trolley in motion together,
pushing and pulling –it was unexpectedly heavy.
‘Whatever
possesses people to create such things, that might have such consequences,’
pondered Cari as they circuited the vault.
They
pulled back the veil across the levels exit way and prepared to ascend in a
lift beside the stairwell.
Anna
acknowledged in a softer tone, ‘I’m sorry. I guess, we are all capable of
having misguided intentions…if it was so easy to walk into the abyss and come
back with gold every time we’d all be doing it. We have to take the bad with
the good too sometimes I guess…sifting as we go.’
~
Jim,
a broken hearted poet, was moping by the kitchen when Kiara stopped him.
‘Hey,
solid ballad at last night’s session,’ hailed Heather as she rocked her baby.
Jim
shrugged awkwardly, as Kiara borrowed his firelighter, and Sonya spotted him.
‘Jim!
Come, this we need doing,’ insisted Sonya, leaving her work to drag him over to
an unusual looking device.
As
Sonya dragged him, Jim overheard Heather’s quiet words under the sound of birds
chirping, and people chopping and chatting.
‘Samuel
would of have loved it,’ smiled Heather sadly as she set her baby down.
Heather
had returned to concentrating on her writing before Jim knew how to reply.
‘This
Freja’s invention,’ explained Sonya. ‘Now look, cocoa! All of this we need in
here okay?’
Using an old tree log as a seat, Jim tried to look
lively as he sat down before the device and a bag of beans. He
complimented Freja by saying, ‘neat.’ She shrugged as she ceased chopping and
sheathed her knife.
‘Don’t
shrug, say thank you,’ scolded Sonya.
‘Thank
you,’ said Freja in a courteous manner as she approached Jim.
Stepping
over the log Jim was sitting on, Freja rummaged around in a hessian sack before
tossing three unusual objects onto the ground, narrowly missing Jim’s feet.
After unwrapping one from some cloth, she began to fit the parts onto the
device –another cog, a funnel and a turning handle. Then Freja showed Jim where to pour the beans and turn the wheel to grind and mill them
into a creamy dark paste.
Jim was happy to help and worked contentedly once left
alone.
In
several trips back and forth, Freja began dropping handfuls of round slices of
gold tubers into the water filled clay pot on the fire.
Kiara,
stoking the fire, piped up. ‘Some see our desire to withdraw from using so many
things as going backwards somehow. I mean like that they don’t want us to be
without good tools and machinery like they use,’ expanded Kiara as she selected
some gathered branches.
‘You
mean technology?’ helped Katherine.
‘Yeah,
they think we’re trying to go backwards into tribal ways.’
‘Who
us –regress? And what’s their understanding of tribal though?’ wondered
Katherine. ‘I mean tribe literally just means group of people…surely by now
we’re beyond the negative connotations originating from colonisers stories
about people they subjugated,’ she frowned.
‘Subjawha?’
repeated Kiara.
‘Conquered,
dominated,’ explained Katherine.
‘Colonist,’
repeated Jim offhandedly. ‘How poetic is the Ashen language.’
‘Kiara,’
interjected Urja as he finished sifting some rice. ‘These width branches are
best for making coals.’
Sonya
ceased crushing and grinding with the mortar and pestle briefly, to chop some
dark green leek leaves for the stew they had begun building. She left the large
rectangle squares for Freja, beside the handfuls of golden roots, round and
sliced, for the pot over the flame.
‘Assure
your friends,’ said Katherine gently, ‘that we intend to use technology many
influential Ashen don’t really want us using.’
‘What
kind of technology, and why wouldn’t they want us using it?’ asked Kiara as she
added more wood to the growing fire.
‘Go
easy Kia,’ interrupted Urja as he poured rice into the pan. ‘That pile’s only a
couple hours’ worth.’
‘Don’t
worry,’ assured Jullee, who had appeared holding a spoon, ‘we’ve got a few
loads of grass briquettes due this arvo.’
‘Quick!
Grab a bowl or she’ll eat straight out the pot,’ hurried Sonya.
~
Jade
ceased watching driftwood and seedpods caught in an eddy of the river, and
returned his attention to Prahla. Clothed as a commoner again, she was watering
the tiny green sprout they had planted in an earth filled drinking cup. The cup
was fractured and chipped, the handle roughly broken off, but the hand painted
flowers of a skilled artisan and its gildings lent it beauty still.
‘I’ve
never seen such flowers,’ commented Prahla absently, as she watered and nursed
the sprout with her hands.
‘Bread?’
asked Jade.
When
Prahla didn’t respond straight away, he noticed her distracted by the Lord and
Lady Bons, seated along the Harmin Terraces, overlooking the river high behind
them. The sounds of raucous laughter and jeering could be overheard coming from
different groups playing gambling games, and a few plastic shekels trickled
from above, through the balcony columns.
‘Don’t
mind them,’ elbowed Jade. ‘That upper crust…they’re just a whole bunch of
crumbs, sticking together.’
Prahla
chuckled as Jade savagely ripped their small loaf of grain bread with his
teeth. Crumbs fell upon the ground as he tendered her the remains, and to their
mutual delight, a bluebird came for the sunflower hearts.
~
‘Joan,
you won’t get in to the Channelled Forces,’ said Melanie matter-of-factly,
‘unless we do this.’
‘Aunty
Mel, how will you afford your wavetherapy…and the rest of it!?’
‘I
have enough.’
‘For
now…but what about later? No, I can’t take your credits Aunty, I can’t… I mean
you are literally cutting your own life shorter,’ remonstrated Joan gently.
‘There has to be another way.’
‘It’s
been arranged. It’s done. You go next thrittnight. I made up my mind, and we
shall have no more discussion of it,’ determined Melanie.
Joan
gripped the sleeves of the ceremonial Guild uniform she was wearing, ‘I don’t
have to do this.’
Melanie
stood up and walked over to the cocktail bar in her empty manor, littered with
new letters of invitation for herself to different union, league and society
events.
‘Joan,
I know why you’ve wanted to join the Force full-time,’ admitted Melanie as she
placed a cut glass tumbler on the bar and selected a whiskey from the extraordinary
collection of unique spirits behind her. ‘That said, combined with your
Ebonrose Guild training, I believe you have something special to give –and
gain.’
‘What
if this is what’s special in me?’
demanded Joan as she raised her forearms.
Melanie
poured herself a whiskey. ‘You won’t pass the medical with your condition…being
dependant on such extreme intervention.’
Mel
drank wholly before continuing in a level tone. ‘If the bones won’t remain
frozen in place...’
‘Stop!’
yelled Joan, clutching her head.
‘Dear,
synthetic arms rival the functionality of biological limbs now.’
‘Stop
talking,’ begged Joan as she looked at her aching hands, perfectly formed.
‘What would they do with me…the pieces of me? Just throw them away!? I can’t do
it,’ she shuddered.
‘This
is your chance,’ reminded Melanie as she poured another drink, ‘to stop the
pain and do something I know you’ve always wanted to do… something you’ve been
working towards –in your heart! So why are we arguing?’
‘I
don’t know, I’m confused,’ breathed Joan.
‘You’re
scared,’ stated Mel as she supped another whiskey. ‘But it’s for the best, in
the long scheme of things…and that’s what matters most. We have to keep doing
what is best for the most amount of people, not just ourselves.’ Melanie
clearly appeared to be steeling herself. ‘My world is populated with two types
of people Joan –those who talk of what they’ve done, and those who talk of what
they’re to do –and you my dear are neither.’
Mel
finished her second whiskey. She paused a moment to see where her lipstick had
stained the cut glass, as Joan contemplated her hands, its vessels, and the
lines of her palms.
~
Nelesia
had finished water colouring a painting of a vase of yellow orchids in their
mutc’dom, and had begun rinsing and stacking clear petri dishes in the
kitchenette.
Young
Ataur entered, carrying the stem cutting of a monstera in a small pot of soil.
‘Mum!’
A
petri dish slid off another and over the edge of the bench –splattering watery
green paint drops across the snow-white floor. Nel quickly picked up the dish,
rinsed it, and allowed the floor to absorb the last droplets before Ataur
reached her.
‘Did
you water it?’ asked Nelesia as she dried her hands in a heatbow on the wall.
‘Yes,
now what?’ asked Ataur as Nel lifted him onto the bench and more closely
inspected the healthy leaf.
‘And
now… we wait for it to strike,’ twinkled Nelesia.
~
Mario
held Camelia’s invitation contemplatively.
He
was trying to picture how ninety minutes in the private home of Roderick Mann,
listening to the opinion leader Jù Xue speak about Richard Rinehart, would pan
out.
Richard,
a striking Arik-Shyrat lad had come to Asher years before, as part of a relief
effort sent from the neighbouring city-state of Nahul. Baiting surviving
inhabitants with food and shelter, Richard’s alliance with Lonigan soon birthed
the Armin and strained ties with Nahul. Being well fed and well-armed they swiftly
took control of the city-state; destroying all idols and artefacts of Gondor, the
Daugn, and Raken in the process. Though Gondorian worship practices were not
punishable by law, the new culturally accepted religion became that of the
Thebes who discredited the existence of God, gods and deities on the grounds observants
caused conflict with their hypocrisy and will to ignorance based on fear.
While
displaced residents began returning, able-bodied slaves cleared rubble, and plumbers
raced to restore the city’s aqueducts. In the midst of violence and
disagreement over what the new city should look like, Richard had gained
peoples favour with a unique set of treasures. A series of drawings and
paintings by unknown artists that had either accurately recorded or imagined
this landscape some indefinite time ago. Mario had gathered that Richard used
his gifts to supplant the vision of a great metropolis, within the minds of
many powerful families and influential merchants. Richard clearly led the
oligarchy now, assuming the title of Lord Mayor in the absence of royalty.
Though
Mario welcomed the uniting of so many disparate civil groups with a particular
vision, he saw the thirst for profit that would overshadow the delivery of greatly
needed infrastructure and services. He wondered to what ends the money Richard
was garnering from Nahul was flowing as it passed through the Cua’mo, out of
Asher to Reagan.
A
group of merchants from Reagan who were in the business of building, and called
themselves Cua Mos Kha, had offered to rebuild Ashers council chambers, book
repository, an academy, and a temple to the healer-god Minh Ihuicatl used as a
place of healing with potions. When many freed-slaves began completing work on behalf of the Cua’mo, its chief executives insisted
they be considered as a single body –that there be created a single entity of
sorts. This would protect them from being punished personally for mistakes workers
might make while their business served the City’s subjects. It would also simplify
the businesses payments by the City of Asher’s governance. So the business
Cua’mo was granted personhood on paper.
It
came to be realised that the Cua’mo held little regard for their labour
workforce and none for the environment. When the Sacred Grove Trees of Kourdell
were destroyed without consent, and the graves of innumerable workers toiling
in dangerous conditions became apparent, the Regalian Council was only just
beginning to understand the implications of the Cua’mo’s acquisition of the
same rights as a physical human under Ashen law. So while the placement of
responsibility and blame was refractory, and councillors continued to disagree
over the ways in which the business should be controlled with regulations, the
deaths and the damages continued. The situation as the temple was being built,
was that Armin stood beside mercenaries, securing the companies worksites and
protecting the place of business and its workers. To Mario, it appeared as if
the company had such power to protect itself not unlike the state of Asher.
Among
other desperate issues, Mario wanted to stop the trafficking of children; a
practice he’d had the misfortune of discovering when offered a workforce for
one of his mines, many years ago. He dreaded that the problems and issues he
truly wanted to raise in the presence of Jù Xue would fall on indifferent ears;
further alienating him from the caste whose power he actually needed most for
changes to occur. Mario, though almost completely Ashen in appearance, was an Atarah-Amacite,
a people whose beliefs and practices were closer to the animism of the Song
Dynasty. Atarah’s were generally related to rock fairies and dread faun, and so
were regarded disparagingly by Ashen worshipping stone and metals. Because of his
heritage, Mario questioned his capacity to befriend the people of governance
descended from the Uetzcayotl and Eloxotzin clans who had long ago conquered
and settled as Ashen.
When
Ashen first seized the lowlands, they claimed the existing tribes did not farm
the land, though it was obvious they had organised systems of food growing,
harvesting and distribution. Mario knew it to be true that several surviving Song
clans, Amacite tribes, Osvaldur monks, and tree-city Amery’s had benefited from
complex trade throughout the fertile crescent valley for uncounted generations
before the Ashen arrived. The Ashen brought a new order, and suffering and death
followed on a scale previously unimaginable. Not only did the slaves building
the city perish in great numbers, but so too did Armin and homeless inhabitants
that could not adjust to the Ashen order. The greatest loss of life came with
the Raken-Daugn war caused by Hadarach retaliating against the Ashen push of
Armin run Loaman labour settlements, attempting to expand the Ashen state’s
territory overseas.
Foods,
which had once been harvested in abundance, became scarce, and hundreds of
species of fruit and tubers had disappeared altogether from being improperly
reaped or banned by Ashen law. Deprived of their long held food sources, many
clans and tribes were forced to adapt to the Ashen system to survive. Cocoa
beans, grown in the great wild and mountainous regions Ashen did not favour,
were the first currency many tribes tendered to the Ashen in return for food.
The proffering of beans was quickly followed by the use of grains as a means
for dealing with the Ashen threatening to drive them from their lands. The
regular supply of percentages of family’s crops to the governments Armin meant
they could keep farming the land. However, the age of small farming passed quickly
when the grains of a certain company of men began to take root in all fields. Entire
crops were burned under the premise they were stolen property, unlawfully grown
without the owner’s permission, and therefore illegal. Mario suspected the move
to disregard the pre-existing agricultural practices of the subjugated
inhabitants was an economic move, to disadvantage them in the Ashen game of
stones to follow.
As
the woodlands disappeared, so too did the materials and fuel inhabitants needed
to build their homes and fuel their lives. A new energy was required, and the
Ashen provided it in the form of coal and gas mined from the earth.
The
new power was accessible only within the City limits, and to enter the city
inhabitants were mandated to register themselves as Ashen. It was an easy
process, where individuals were issued a document on paper confirming their
identity, and then given tokens for the purchase of food, and a bonus of
plastic chips slightly higher than the measure of sheaves they brought with
them to buy their way into the Ashen system. With that document, people became
serfs that could come and go from most gates of the City of Asher, and were
entitled to its protection and justice.
Such
access to food, clothing and housing further influenced outer tribes to adopt
Ashen activities in pursuit of plastic. The decline of skilled artisans and the
rise of machines grew in parallel to the hunger for plastic in the face of
scarcity and fear for one’s safety.
Widely
and falsely held, was that there was not enough resources to go around, and
that people needed controlling for their own safety. The Ashen recreated many
standards and became an army of people imposing norms on one another; anxieties
deepened by the paralysing mantra what
will others think of me? Levels of class and caste came to be, and the
higher class determined the common people as helpless and wicked in their true
nature –and so, with time, the serfs came to believe it so too. There grew a
fear of ones neighbour.
But
Mario did not believe in the wickedness of all men, and pondered how the great
wheel, this machination of a few men that disadvantaged all Other, could be
brought to a grinding halt.
Mario
wondered what it would take to make people withdraw their support,
non-violently ceasing participation…but they would need clear alternatives that
he personally knew not. Mario could only see: the Cayotl cartel that invented
and owned the Bank of Stones; the Stone Bank’s branches that loaned to businesses
such as the Cua’mo; the businesses that funded politicians such as in the Regalian
Council; and the politicians that kept the people. Politicians taxing the
populace to cover their own debt plus interest, so various corporations like
the Cua’mo could repay their loans of non-existent money to the Stone Bank. A
bank that maintained scarcity of the currency, and continually controlled and lowered
its value by printing more of it when they saw fit. Combined with the
non-volunteer social services of councillors, the Bank of Stones therefore held
the greatest influence over the quality of life for all serfs perpetually in
debt to one or another.
None
were impervious to the new order, though all were obliged to participate many
came willingly. Women who acquired plastic received standing, authority, and the
right to a personality they had never been allowed before. They developed a
sense of individual identity that disrupted existing hierarchies and weakened
the control Ashen parents and husbands had typically wielded over them. When
men blamed women for undercutting their earnings and pleaded them to return to
domestic service, the work they were ‘born to do,’ women asked why they
shouldn’t be free to choose their own vocations instead of being as slaves.
Many
slaves had been taken from the existing lands, and the shores of Hadarach.
Though slavery was officially abolished by the Regalian Council in the end
years of the Raken-Daugn War to effect peace –hence labour providing businesses
like the Cua’mo came to be. In hindsight, Mario supposed Rinehart saw no need
to reinstate slavery when he took power, as a new system of debt servitude was
to be instituted as a binding force.
In
Nahul, refusing to tolerate further degradation based on the perceived weakness
of their sex, it took women many more years to find writers that were willing
to champion their plight –so that public opinion could also demand the
transformation of sweatshop hellholes into decent workshops, and slave drivers
into considerate employers. Meanwhile, with their newfound income, women and
men now frequented public spaces in search of amusements, and so participate in
the now rapidly expanded consumer economy.
For
a time, safeguarded by the rule of law, people became healthy and prosperous.
It appeared that human dignity had been restored for the first time since the
last attempted genocide, but division and disparity lurked for access to all
was not equal –in fact it was growing.
More
noticeably in Asher, impoverished of time, and earthly resources, many people
no longer determined themselves in distinctive and beautiful ways; a sameness threatened
to wash over the landscape and its people. A mental lameness, deepened by the
denial of schooling for some and the loss of historical truth for others, stalled
the growth of the most spirited of people. True Ashen, separated from the Great
Spirit, were insatiable, and many grew in deviance through their search for fulfilment.
Mario
did not take his financial freedoms for granted, and his invitation by the
socialite Camelia to dalliance with the upper echelon of a society into which
he’d integrated with great difficulty, could not be ignored. His desire to
understand the men behind the Cayotl cartel was also strong –what drives people to pursue, beyond money,
such power? Do they not see the monsters they have become?
‘Let
me not forget myself,’ he prayed as he took a pen and ink and began to write: Thank you very much for your invitation to
take part …
~
Nelesia
wakes in the dark, short of breath, her heart beating rapidly…an inexplicable
sense of impending doom. She places her hand on the bed beside her, Poltauramy
isn’t there.
‘Are
you okay?’
He’s
walking through the doorway with a glass of water.
‘Arrgh!
Again, for no reason, I just don’t understand…nothing is wrong! I don’t know
why this is happening to me,’ bemoans Nel as she clutches her forehead and
draws deep breaths.
‘Here…this
is what you need to be worried about,’ said Poltauramy as he sat the water next
to her and wrapped his arms around her.
‘You’re
crushing me!’ cried Nelesia.
‘Don’t
worry, it’ll all be over soon,’ insisted Poltauramy as he squeezed her even
tighter. ‘Now sleep…sleep.’
Nel
cried out before she gave up straining against him, and they laughed together
as he released her.
~
At
work in her own lab space, Nelesia accidentally knocked a full glass of water
across the interactive surface of her table. It pooled upon the images of the
plant species she was comparing, making for a watery green display. As she
hurriedly removed her cotton lab coat to soak up the spill, she noticed her
head felt hot and her ears were ringing again.
Walking
lethargically into another work section to throw the soaked garment in a
laundry bin, Nelesia took a few unusual steps backwards. She bumped into
someone scribbling on an amber bottle and they dropped their silver permanent
marker in an effort to save the bottle.
‘Nel!’
‘Sorry!’
‘Are
you okay?’
‘Yeah,
of course.’
They
looked at her suspiciously. Only moments before they’d been gossiping about how
she was coping with the loss of Poltauramy –she didn’t look as if she’d been
crying.
‘My
glutathione and melatonin’s down,’ she said matter-of-factly. ‘I haven’t been
sleeping properly…I’ll come good soon enough,’ she shivered in her spine. The
noise in her mind receded.
The
water soaked weight in her hands dripped on the pristine floor, she felt it through
the soles of her feet.
~
Edy
picked up another stone out of the water of the little stream, flecked with silver.
‘I
invented these myself. They’re the only ones in existence,’ she made-up as she
held two of a kind for skimming. She proffered one to Jade and the other to Prahla.
‘Now,’
to each of them she said, ‘you may take one on the condition that you return me
two.’
Edy
stepped back as Mica retrieved a pomegranate from his bag, and proceeded to cut
around its crown with a paring knife.
Prahla
went to snatch Jade’s stone from his hand.
‘Hey!
Don’t steal! Let’s not fight,’ said Jade.
‘Well
could I borrow yours for a minute?’ Prahla asked Jade.
‘No.’
‘But
then how else do I get another?’ Prahla asked Edy.
Edy
shrugged.
‘We
was hoping you’d tell us!’ jested Mica as he broke the crown of the pomegranate
off, exposing the ruby-red seeds inside. Mica kept the crown and gave the body
to Edy. She broke the fruit apart and tendered Jade and Prahla a section each.
‘And don’t ask for more,’ she cheeked.
‘I’m
glad you decided to join us,’ said Edy as they ate.
A
strange look fell upon Mica’s face and he looked around.
The
large convoy of colourfully adorned people walking towards the city had stopped
not far from the walls of Asher. Many were using the rest break to layabout
stretching their legs and chatting, while others played card games and some
even pitched shelters.
‘What
is it?’ asked Edy as their friends Geoldoff and Velda passed by, stooping into
a tent.
‘What
is that?’ wondered Mica. ‘It’s gone now. Wait hang on…can’t you hear that?’
Edy,
Jade and Prahla pricked their eyes, ‘no,’ affirmed Edy.
‘Yeah,’
said Prahla. ‘Like eeeigh,’ she squeaked –Jade giggled at her.
‘Who
knows. Say don’t waste the seeds, if you’re not going to eat them, keep them to
plant while they’re alive,’ suggested Edy to Jade. ‘Like that sapling on the
side of your backpack.’
~
‘How
do you know how much to add?’ asked Freja of Sonya who was adding dried
pomegranate seeds to her coveted reddukkar mix.
‘A
little at a time,’ Sonya explained, ‘until…you know.’
Freja
nodded politely at her ambiguous reply, as she and Katherine covertly grinned
at one another in agreeance, thinking she’s
adorable.
‘Katherine,’
snapped Sonya.
‘Yes,
nani?’
‘You’re
not happy.’
Katherine
saw Jullee with a hand bowl, accepting a ladle of unfinished soup from the pot
over the fire. Unconsciously putting a free hand to her back, Jullee
straightened up quickly as Heather approach her with a belt of knotted strings
hanging from a staff.
As
they conversed, Katherine noted Heather’s guardians, at ease some distance
away.
Jullee
was already bouncing slightly and apologetically walking away as she had to be
somewhere else as per usual.
‘Let
me help you with those,’ offered Katherine to Freja as she began tearing bulbs
of garlic apart and crushing the cloves.
‘Ey!’
prodded Sonya.
Katherine
contemplated Sonya a moment before shouting, ‘Whadyu want? Buchakos!?’
‘Ah
yes!’
‘And
buchakos you shall have,’ swore Katherine as she rained a handful of garlic
papers over Sonya. Sonya retaliated by throwing Katherine’s discarded thyme
sticks at her, they clung to her hair.
‘Enough!’
barked Freja as she flipped and spun the knife in her hand at them.
Katherine
and Sonya leaned away in mock fear, giggling before Katherine asked, ‘what wood
is that anyway?’
‘Birchbark.’
‘May
I?’
‘Sure.’
Katherine
took the steel in hand. ‘Bharavarsha,’ she acknowledged as she considered her mortality.
In
control, she saw the first time she had escaped death as a door through which
she had passed –somewhere in time she was already dead. As she counted the
times thereafter she had passed through that door, a frame in an open field,
she felt a splitting, a branching away from herself that back added to her
present self. For a long moment, suspended between a terrible sadness for humanity
and grateful joy for her life, she tried to gauge whether she felt more dead or
alive inside. Living memories came to her of deceased people who had guided
her, mentored her, counselled and taught her at different times over the years;
they lit the darkness inside her. Here we
are.
Katherine
thumbed the sharp edge of the blade, and then ran her fingers over the cool,
metal surface of its cheek from the heel to the point. The metal looked like
marbled water, with black waves in a sea of silver –or were they silver waves
in a dark sea?
‘My
guardian,’ stated Freja as she took back her blade and quickly started
quartering onions.
Katherine
looked at Freja, serene in her resentment. The fireplace flared as hulls were
thrown into the flames. Where women were consolidating the hulled rice, a woman
returned a stray grain to her basket.
‘It
only takes one grain of rice to tip the scales,’ deliberated Katherine quietly.
Mon
Muir to her left and Mon Santos to her right, Prue sat with five members of the
Regalian Council. Directly opposite her was the mild mannered Abishek, his
thumbnails stained green. He was bookended by the slim bronzed skin horticulturalist
Zainab, and the pale plump pastoralist Paul. Prue sat upright in a woman’s
chair with her hands folded in her lap, as they reclined in traditional men’s
chairs, which were higher and with arms. Two other empty ladies chairs had been
pushed aside.
Carrying
a jug of water, one of May Camelia Delavar’s petite maidservants entered the
living room. She passed by a grand piano close to the doorway as she made her
way towards the gathering in the middle of the room.
On
the farthest side of the room from the door was an immense writing desk;
mahogany, with a green leather top. It was normally quite sunlit by a great
window divided into a grid of small panes, very similar to the closed doors of
the floor-to-ceiling bookshelves covering one side of the room. However, the
skies were presently grey and it was showering lightly outside; the lack of
light in the room was depressing.
Abishek
saw a lone fig leaf become briefly stuck against the window overlooking the
desk behind Prue, and then noticed an odd pane of glass that was
greenish-tinged.
Alone
at dusk, Anastasia had raised the wick in the oil lamp to cast more light upon
the books and journals upon the writing table. She marked their words, and filled
their columns, with the names of suspected ghostwriters.
As
sunlight dimmed the lamplight at dawn Anastasia departed, leaving the books
open upon the table for Camelia.
This
morning Camelia had been casually pacing the room as she perused lists of
employees, when something crashed through a windowpane. A red ball rolled to a
stop underneath the tea table, and the shouts of children playing outside
wafted through the broken opening as she paid no heed and continued reading. However,
at a knock on the door she halted, intently scanning the list she was holding
until she quickly found a particular name. ‘Come in!’ she called, returning to
the desk to jot it down.
By
the time her maidservant reached the desk, Camelia had swiftly shut and put
away all the books upon the sunlit table –leaving only a note with four names
upon it.
‘For
Prue,’ she waved as she locked the desk drawers.
Mikaela
took the note, folded it and slipped it into her brassiere.
Glancing
the fractured remains of the broken pane of glass, Camelia knelt down and began
picking up stray pieces. A shard caught by a sunray was casting coloured light
upon the ceiling as she called out to Mikaela, ‘and please send someone to fix
the window, it’s going to rain.’
In
the afternoon as clouds gathered, Prue seated herself on a small chair by a tea
table. The absent Mon Delevar’s immense writing desk loomed behind her,
situated as it was on a section of raised floor. The desk was bare aside from
some writing instruments and a ship in a bottle –a harpoon gun mounted at its
bow.
A
manservant opened the windows opposite the bookwall, before beginning to refill
the lamps in the room with pungent oil.
After
pouring steaming hot water for Mon Muir’s green tea, Mon Santos’ black tea, and
Prue’s blooming tea, Camelia’s maidservant placed the jug by Abishek’s spicy
cocoa.
Before
turning to leave the room, she closed all but one window from the wind and rain.
Despite the lack of light, it was warm and muggy; Prue felt it to be stifling,
but resisted the urge to pick up a folded hand fan resting beside the tea
tables centrepiece –a knotted ball of dried seaweeds.
Abishek
felt his cup was still too hot and turned to see Mikaela was gently closing the
heavy door of the room behind her.
Prue
contemplates the pair of torchères bearing plants on both sides of the closed
doorway; the containers did not match. Opposite a ceramic holder, a square grey
plastic container appeared out of place amongst the eccentric antique themed décor
of the room.
‘They
probably didn’t trim the roots in time and the container cracked,’ Muir
supposed.
‘Maybe,’
disagreed Prue as she admired Mon Muir’s cravat, embossed with flowers.
‘So,
to recap,’ assessed Prue, ‘we placed these living beings on a sliding scale system
of value. Objectified and finally monetised, these creatures became
increasingly unable to deal with their own basic, even natural, needs.’
Zainab
looked from Prue to the other men, unmoving.
‘The
first sickness was not from exposure to famine, disease, or climate conditions,’
continued Prue, ‘all of which we know they could have adapted to or evolved
from –given time and freedom. No, the deformations are largely due to man’s
great interference.’
Upon
the table, the flower in Prue’s lone tea slowly unfurled.
‘I
agree with Mon Muir, from here on, we must honour universal will towards
diversity,’ insisted Prue.
Mon
Muir sipped his tea and sank more comfortably into his chair.
‘Exploiting
wild populations,’ continued Prue, ‘by selectively reaping according to our economic
desires not only destroyed existing mating systems, but in most instances
removed them altogether. Creating the conditions for forced mating has clearly
changed the course of their evolution.’
‘And
potentially ours,’ added Abishek tentatively –unexpectedly.
Defensive,
Paul the pastoralist pursed his lips.
Prue
avoiding pausing. Armin and attendants stood just outside the only known door
to the room, waiting for each of them. ‘It has been of great concern that our
labour populations are trying to recover from that disease, as they continue to
consume not only equally degenerate but even imitation food, en masse. The
selling and consumption of plastic grains left me wondering, is there any
farther man can possibly push in his efforts to gain something for nothing? To
take without giving? I thought not –but it is with even deeper displeasure, no
truly, horror, that this early
morning, investigations provided us with evidence of some long held claims against
prime.’
Abishek
restlessly gripped and tapped the arms of his chair before speaking. ‘It’s long
been said that managers must acknowledge the undesirable outcomes exploitation
is producing –such as hereditary changes that ironically threaten the very
productivity they’re pursuing. Even when guided, when told what to do, the
Industry of Prime clearly continued to ignore the production and processing
standards the Council set. The input of feed and chemicals was never really regulated,’
remonstrated Abishek.
‘Regulations
weren’t enforced due to corruption,’ lashed Muir.
‘And
in failing to meet their obligations, the gross negligence of Uetzcayotl Prime
has compromised the health of our entire population,’ finished Prue as she lifted
her glass. ‘Now, I have heard of survival cannibalism, but…’
A
flash of lightning lit the room; its passing drew attention to how dark it had
slowly become.
Without
taking a sip, Prue set her glass down in the hard silence –the surface rippled
over the flower wavering in its watery depths.
They
heard the rain beating harder against the glass windowpanes in the wind blustering
outside.
‘There
will be heavy, heavy penalties Mena Prue,’ assured Paul.
Every
drink rippled as thunder rolled through the room. Prue frowned curiously.
‘Yes,
dealing with this situation will exact a heavy toll from all of us,’ agreed Councillor
Santos. ‘It will be more than difficult to see the stock destroyed.’
They
heard footsteps on the roof above them, followed by the sound of a container
being set down.
‘Someone
tarring the roof?’ supposed Abishek.
‘I
don’t follow,’ ventured Zainab.
‘Gentlemen,
the stock will have to be destroyed,’ stated Santos matter-of-factly over the sound of sporadic knocking from the roof above.
The
councillors stilled in their seats as Prue gently chided. ‘You suggest this
problem is no more difficult than burning the crops most unfortunately contaminated
with your patented seeds Mon Santos.’
‘Dangerous
stock should be destroyed,’ declared Santos. ‘You’ll see to it Paul?’
The
councillors regarded Prue’s porcelain expression hesitantly.
She
considered the lesions on Mon Santos hands.
‘Can
we not let them go somewhere?’ agonised Muir.
‘By
the desert?’ proposed Zainab.
‘They
could breed or be brought back,’ wrestled Abishek
‘We
need to control and contain,’ asserted Paul.
‘Then
it is settled,’ closed Santos.
Paul
looked around at each of them with a new wakefulness, second-guessing what had
passed. Mon Muir leaned forward and furrowed his brow as Zainab stared around
in disbelief. Abishek lifted his drink to his lips, but eventually sat it down
again without partaking of it.
There
was a knock at the door; it was the maidservant Mikaela.
‘Enter!’
called Prue. As Mikaela returned with cool water, Prue stated, ‘we are quite
finished here today, thank you.’
Tentatively,
the Councillors stood together and pardoned themselves with gestures of respect.
Abishek
politely refused any water, appearing queasy.
Prue
refrained from asking if he was okay as she took water to cool her tea. She
then walked beside Mon Muir to the door, her fingertips pressed against the
glass until they were white. As each departed, Muir remained with her in the
doorway as she turned to the plants and poured her water into their soil. They
contemplated the tea blossom by the wilted plant in the grey container.
‘Our
streets have been soaked with the blood of civilians, and our fields with the blood
of farmers,’ lamented Mon Muir. ‘May this be the last fatal repercussion of our
greed, for we very well know there’s more than enough for everyone’s need.’
Wordlessly,
Prue watched Muir leave before returning to her chair to pick up her scarf and
fasten it tightly around her neck. She retrieved a note from her pocket as she
approached Mon Delevar’s writing desk, and spotted a lone, blue, fountain pen
on a wooden display stand. Carefully wielding the pen, she crossed out three
names and circled the fourth and last. Refolding the paper, she slipped it through
a gap into a locked desk drawer and turned to leave the room; rainwater began
soaking the carpet as the wind changed.
~
Idols
flitted and clinked, tinkled and tapped where they hung, as the night wind
wooed and whistled, rushing through the doorway closing behind him. Into the easing
rain he went, heavy boots thunking on muddy pavestones, water gushing from a
thousand dark eyes in the wall.
He
passes a group of people, huddled under a covered porch outside their home by a
small cooking fire, daring their kin to try some food. ‘We love ube; you’re not
really one of us unless you love ube. It tastes good, yes?’
‘Yes!’
they nod, their sour expression clearly saying no!
Some
children playing with their own shadows cast against a wall start laughing at
one another’s feigned fear as a suspicious shadow grew over them. Their Mother
approaches brandishing a glowing lamp and they amuse at their disenchantment;
the shadow had been cast by a few leaves from a pretty, little, plant. Their
Mother struggles to shepherd them back inside the darkened house as they’re
eagerly distracted by the colourful patterns now visible to them in the bright
light. She eventually coaxes them to follow her away and they trace
indentations in the walls appearing and disappearing as they follow the path of
her light.
A
couple sitting on another porch appears to be arguing. ‘No, they said maybe.’
‘But
when we were in the marketplace they appeared to shake hands on it.’
‘A
polite formality. And they said I don’t intend, they didn’t say I will not.’
In
an open-faced building under repair, a carpenter appeared to be guiding his
apprentice who was fumbling with a large picture. ‘That’s upside down, that’s
the south side,’ he directs.
‘What’s
that mean again?’ squints the apprentice.
‘That’s
from the old system, we don’t use that anymore because it’s too easy to confuse
with an awning.’
‘I
thought we were here,’ he pointed, ‘but now I follow, I see.’
From
somewhere in the ceiling, a painted canvas fell behind them and an actor
appeared roughly dressed as a Bedouin. ‘Yes!’ he yells up at someone out of
sight. ‘Our audience must be led to believe they are in the desert, this
backdrop is perfect.’
A
whitewashed board is covered with the news of the day: births, deaths,
weddings, money received from Regan, some gossip on roguish Bons, and
information on an upcoming event in The Arena –a game of Ninefield.
He
wipes the rain from his face as he presses by, the little wooden gate to his
home ahead.
With
the small house enveloped by steady rain, the unoccupied kitchen feels
tranquil. Swept and mopped of grain, the warm bedrock floor cradles bare feet.
Embers glow dimly in the abandoned cookfire, as the flame from a decorative
lamplight wanders over polished timber benches and tap fittings. Upon the
kitchen table, beside a lone clay pot, some unused sprigs of different herbs
rest in glasses of water. Comfortingly, several giant moths rest against the
bark of the ancient acacia around which their home is built.
Everything
has the appearance of being in place, with the exception of several threads of
thick white string, oddly littered around the room on the floor and some lower
shelves –he grins to himself.
Turning
now to remove the lid of the clay pot, he finds the bowl empty but for a handwritten
note that says thank you and is
signed with the picture of a beetle that looks like a little pebble.
~
The
curvature at the base of the red canyon began to protrude out overhead,
creating a slightly cavernous space and feeling of shelter. As she wanders
deeper into the recess, it feels warmer. Glad to find an unexpectedly quiet training
ground she passes an unattended sand table, and peers around through sunlit
specs of slowly drifting dust. She found a commander, sat absorbed in some
work, intently focused on a complex and confusing looking device –metals,
wires, and marbles.
Approaching
gently, she took a moment to discern his nature and sense his temperament,
before garnering his attention.
Realising
he was not alone, he promptly finished securing a flat rectangle of dark glass
against a tangle of grouped wires. She stopped to brush her fringe from her face
and tighten her hairband.
He
sprung to his feet to attend her, as she removed something from an inside chest
pocket. Stretching forth her hand as he bounded towards her, he was slowly
arrested by the visible green wax seal of Captain Mon Delevar. When he
hesitated, she insisted with a firm nod.
As
he took the letter and began reading, she regarded the number of Ashen weapons surrounding
them, lying against numerous timber crates –few appeared broken or damaged in
some way.
Turning
around, a strip of warm amber light, angling into the open cavern from the
lowering sun, fell upon her face. She halted in the heat, worshipfully summoning
the fire through her bones.
‘Phaeona,’
he called.
She turned around, at ease that he knew who she was. Looking at him directly, determined that she would do anything for him, she realised he looked strangely startled.
She turned around, at ease that he knew who she was. Looking at him directly, determined that she would do anything for him, she realised he looked strangely startled.
Gathering
himself quickly, he produced a pen from his chest pocket. When he glanced the
crates, she turned around and patted her shoulder, telling him to use her back.
He
rested the letter upon her shoulder blade and hesitated to touch her long dark
hair. He gently moved it aside and when it fell back, he brushed it with
feigned impatience. When she turned her head to move her own hair away and
glance him sideways, it was enough to reveal her profile but not her full
countenance. Unsure if he had bothered her and distracted by her eyelashes, he hurried
to sign the paper.
When
finished, she turned around and took back the paper, noting the handsome
lettering of his wet signature. She lifted his arm by the wrist and motioned
for him to hold steady, before leaning on it to make her own sign as a witness
to his.
By
order, the following daybreak, all the weapons in the crates lining the length of
the canyon were to be taken to the coast and delivered to the shipping merchant
Mon Delevar, whereupon Phaeona would oversee their transportation to Hadarach
–her homeland.
She
moved away from him and held their signatures to the sunlight as he stood at
ease; a light gust of wind blew some dust from the ceiling above them into the
ink as it was drying.
Phaeona
turned to let him know she was leaving. Breaking their gaze courteously, they
stood together for an exceptional time without speaking, before she operatively
obliged to turn and leave. Folding the note as she left the cavern into the
cooling air of the open canyon, the guarding presence of this acquainted stranger
lingered as a blanket threatening to slip away. Walking resolutely, she passed
some flowering cacti on the narrow crown of a hill pass in the canyon and
descended into a valley of uncanny shadows.
A
family’s cooking fire, a great distance away, exposed the round pen of an
untamed horse weaving in its stall. Memories of horses rearing, black clouds, and
war fires, intruded her ruminations –until a flash of light drew her
attention to the sky, where clouds prouded over recoiling carmine cliffs. In
the sweep of calm instilled by the enduring landscape, she curiously found
herself reliving a series of harmless and brief encounters. The more she
revisited these flickering memories, the longer they seemed to glow –effacing
the former and causing a discomforting ache. Suspicious of the clouds upon her
judgement, she tried to put things out of her mind but found herself travelling
and tunnelling the very places she was trying to resist; her
will was gently eroding. Unable to turn around, she realised the only way to go back was to get ahead.
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